Look, friends. I know it has not been the most easy stretch of days for a whole lot of us.
Things we thought would happen did not. We felt tired and alone. A whole lot of us went through yet another round of self-realness.
All of this despite what many had wished to be a peace-filled, happy time. What rolled out in the lives of a pretty large group of people was another little trip through the inner/outer eavestrough and what feels like more hardship.
If you are like me, it felt like a repeat of a scenario I had thought was dealt with. Apparently not. (Do not worry. I am fine. This time, it was way less painful to experience. I had inner illusions that needed to be shattered. That has happened faithfully at this time of the year, every year, since 2012. At this point, I am going to stop planning anything in this window and to celebrate before/after it. May as well embrace the pattern as opposed to pretend it is not there :P.)
Within all of this, we have had eclipse and a new moon.
A lot of people who had been sharing about this eclipse say that it is one of 'fate'. One where a great deciding would happen. That whatever occurred during this window was permanent and that there would be no going back.
In some ways, I concur with that. However, I do feel that how the not going back part works seems to be shifting.is worth mentioning. When we hear 'not going back' it feels in many ways like a threat as it is shared. If we have an argument with this person, they are gone forever. If something goes positive on this day, we have it always.
Nothing really works like that, any more. Words like 'fate' trap us into believing in certainty and finality. We are not 'fated' to be or not to be with a person or in a career in the world of free will. We have alignments and people/places/tasks that work well for us. But the wheel of karma is now disintegrating and so too are old narratives of ascension that tied us to dogged mission. We have free will, now. This means even when things are aligned to happen, nothing is for certain. Nothing is forever. Nothing is beyond being something else. Many times, things are not what they seem. Everything is subject to change. That is a good thing.
Cleaning our Energetic Eavestroughs
As the energy of this eclipse has come in and worked its way around, it is important to remember that it was an added piece to an already ongoing powerful sequence of wake up and defragmentation/program purification gateways. It is complementing a very long three to six months of adjustments that were in preparation for this transition into 2020.
One of the biggest pieces that I have recognized this eclipse contributing is that it it has served as a veil lifter. NOW THIS is the part that I do not think there is going back from that the eclipse writers are picking up on. As I shared in this video, one of the hugest pieces of our subordination has been the ways that we demean and diminish ourselves. Check out this video for more on that: Humans Are Sacred: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqhE4ytgpWo&t=65s
I think for a lot of people, this wave has brought forward certain parts of the veil on ourselves and our lives that we were ready to be real about. It has helped us to shift out energy obstructing the free flow of what we are calling toward ourselves as we set intentions and shift dimensions. It has been yet another opportunity to dissolve old timelines and release density from our fields and bodies. I think this eclipse/solstice pocket has also introduced the circumstance upon which we can evaluate what is important to us. Where our boundaries are. Where we are with our authenticity. Sites of discord and imbalance. These are the themes that have been illuminated powerfully by the ring of fire.
As with everything, how we deal with that gift of exposure is up to us.
One of the pieces of the discourse on eclipse that I felt very important to update in the case of this new wave of energy is that I do not necessarily think it is a hard stop. Rather, it is a purification (or as I have been saying here, an eavestroughing). I feel that this is an important time to feel what we need to, act differently, and keep it moving. Perhaps as opposed to expressing closed door energy because it is eclipse and that is what we think we are supposed to do, this may be a great time to do your own thing and give others the space to do theirs.
Keeping the Faith
Things may feel difficult right now. This is because we are releasing the veil piece by piece. Facing our own illusions is a crucial part of the soulspark re-connection part of the great awakening. A whole lot of people reading this post and/or people in our lives and all around us are seeing pieces of who they are for the very first time. Sometimes that is wonderful. Others, it can be quite hard. They (or we) may not act 'pretty'. Awakenings are tough. This is an important time to have forgiveness, patience, and grace *and also to know when to give or take space*.
As we face illusion, remember that all is most definitely not what it seems. Separation, loss, confusion, a dead-end. We all know that these moments push us to those places where we are the most vulnerable. Dealing with these parts of ourselves in integrity and love is important to our personal growth. Sometimes situations occur within these windows because we are ready to act different than in times past. I know for me, that has been most definitely the case (multiple times). Having forgiveness, understanding, but also knowing where your boundaries are is important. More on that here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1ed1Umgxsc&t=14s
As I wrap up this post, I feel inspired to remind all: Sometimes people, places, ideas, and practices need to come apart to come back together in reconfigured/upgraded form. Partnerships grow, as do families and work tasks. Friendships change. Music comes and goes. Many of us have had experiences in our lives where breathing space created chance for a way more beautiful path.
When shifts do occur in these relations in these windows, it is because we have something to learn about ourselves. Go with it. Do not fall into the fate trap and know that if your love, friendships, and relationships are that strong they will snap back in a better form. If not. Well. Guess the leaves from fall got cleared out of the drain. Thanks eclipse.
Focusing On US
This energy is great for building and creating. As you are likely able to sense, along with all the dissolution is a whole lot of creation. This is an awesome time to make grids to focus energy, take walks, meditate, do your personal practice and take a personal retreat to yourself. Give yourself the space to grow. Do not give up. Remember that we are going precisely according to the blueprint upgrade plan and have faith that all will be ok.
I have created a number of materials that would be great as support tools for you in this now. I have listed a few throughout this piece, already. (I highly recommend checking out those recent videos.)
Meditation to purify 1: https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=833965490388735&
Meditation to purify 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4xxois5B9PA
Gateway tool kit learning package 1: https://indicrowacademy.thinkific.com/courses/Gatewayflow
Ascension support pack (brand new and on special for 3 more days_: https://indicrowacademy.thinkific.com/courses/ascension-alignment-pack
General gateway information video with basic tips: 1) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C46pvAZ47gg&t=9s
I also leave you with this beloved song, Three Birds, by the legendary Bob Marley: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4k2PJFPu57Y
Every little thing is going to be alright.
In loving co-creation,